Maybe I was wrong to pick a fight. I didn't start the war, because I know a war won't end anything. Instead, it precisely makes everything worse. Too tight solidarity is even worse than everything. Have you ever thought? We're sometimes willing to reject something just for solidarity. We won't break up our friendship. But I found out, this is the fact (or perhaps fiction?). I discover that excessive solidarity will break up our responsibility. We'll consider that responsibility is nothing. Indeed. Because we're gonna over-focus on our solidarity.
I'll always remember what Mrs.Rini said to my class, "your solidarity is very good but your responsibility isn't". (with her style while tidy up the clothes) Is it? Just answer in your humble mind. You may think that I offend one specific destination. It's invalid. Breaking up is the same with starting the war. I never want it happens to us. We break apart. I'm not talking about disgrace or whatever it's called.
I was trapped in an accident. But fortunately, I was just punished a little bit exhausting. I think I will never be conscious if I still stay with those lovely people. Ohh, calm down, just approximately 7 months to go. Fyi, I never feel comfort to study at class. Too much pressure, crowded, and...you know. So, I make my course maximum to get the best. I haven't. Again and again I'm just saying, no action. Why? Because there is no camera. HAHA.
There are some complications in my class. So, why don't I finish it? I will never. Because how hard I try to realize, it will never be okay. Because this is the natural condition. I haven't found the curse, and I'm not gonna find out. It's been so long. I'm too tired. Let them understand along with flowing time. I'll treat you if you've changed, seriously.
"you'll be treated different with another". I hope this statement never lies. It hasn't been happened well. And one wise wish, I desire that statement will bring us to a better condition and consciousness. And also bring us to our favorite senior high school as it will be. With effort, prayer, and love. Amen. Don't consider this as an offensive post. I just wanna write, write everything, write an emphasis of what I feel everyday. Thank you for everything, friends. You're all incredible. God bless.