Him.

I'm going to talk about someone, named X. Someone who really changes my mind, opinion, or judgment. X is a boy. He's my friend. No, he's actually my senior. I know him since I was at kindergarten. I always be his junior at one school. I always continue his track of picking kind of school. Thanks dude, you show me the way. I wish I can be your continuer. Amen. I adore him. Yes, adore, not love. I don't love him at all.

He's a Catholic. But he sometimes does what Moslems do. I saw him getting those parts. Yesterday, I read his constructive blog. I was eager to know. And guess what? I found his blog was perfect enough, like the owner. In my opinion, we have some similarities. We are a "sole child?" so we're getting spoiled, we sometimes regret of being vacant, and we always be the best in every step (just half, not everybody knows this). The last statement is kinda different with me. He can be stabile with the environment. But I'm not. This is half-different.

Every teacher knows him because of his knowledge, accomplishment, skill & ability at English or sometimes Javanese. He has a wide connection. His existence is no need to be asked anymore. It's guaranteed. Almost all Yogyakartan know him. I think he's well-known. But some people said that he's badly-known. Many people mock him from the back, sometimes from the front, only people who doesn't truly know him. He's actually a kind guy.

He indirectly taught me about life, relationship, bless of being vacant, some mood-boosters when we're home alone, being grateful of everything we have, and many more. I'm not too close with him. I just chat him on YM when I have some annoying-difficult-questions. Yes, he's the master of it. Everyone knows. I only know his condition from his blog. Why do I do? Because he's almost similar with me.

The differences between us. He has everything he wants, he needs, mainly everything. He's handsome, and I'm not. I'm a girl, so I must be beautiful. He's almost perfect. Yes, almost. Because we know nobody's perfect. I ever tried to imitate him. But it's absolutely difficult for me. From that part, I know that everybody has its lack and surplus, also the vanity. I'm admiring all the capabilities he has. Then when there are many tourists come to my school, he'll be treated different with another. Why? Almost all of them like him.

I heard that he'd study abroad next year. I think he doesn't really like staying here. He's too tired of somebody's treatment to him. So, if that's right, who's the people I rely on for many annoying-difficult-questions? I haven't found someone like him that's rigid of facing something against humble opinions. He never be arrogant, his attitude is kinda peculiar, he's a cool-smart-handsome-perfect guy. Glad to be acquainted with you.



P.S: Dear you, I think we're twins. Or, Just me that much more adore to you?