I hate today! Oh God, please show me that he isn't for me rite now! Some photos just made me feel bored and wtv I don't know what. He has hypnotized me and now I'm sure he also has a feel likes I feel to him, but in another side there's a girl (uhm or we can call she's my friend) who loves him, too. I don't want to hurt my friend only for my selfish. Okay, I have loved him for this last 2 years (as same as with my friend), but AAAAAA I can't tell it anymore. I'm having many random moods now, more than 2 moods may be. Gee, I think I want to cry, want to cry, want to cry 'cause of........... him. Sadly, I did it! Be a surrender in love more than twice isn't too bad, rite rite? I heart you, I love you no matter what
