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Granville Early College High School, Oxford, North Carolina, United States</div>
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<br />athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-47323071940765293972014-11-22T22:23:00.001+07:002014-11-22T22:24:38.642+07:00and we fell down in pile of these stars but we always shining brightest.. forever and always<div style="text-align: center;">
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athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-230272476101615832014-10-13T09:23:00.001+07:002014-10-13T09:36:23.569+07:00Colombus Weekend!<p dir="ltr">Haaaaa !<br>
Finally I found blogger mobile app. This will helping me a lot on keeping update!</p>
<p dir="ltr">So. These weekends I had 3 days off because it's the Colombus Day weekend!<br>
First friday night, Leland and Gray Union High School featuring me, held a bonfire and dancing night called "Rocktoberfest".<br>
It was pretty amazing and even more succesful than we expected. Almost 400 people in Middle & High School comea there (Yes, we are a great small community!).</p>
<p dir="ltr">The party starts at 7 and ends at almost 11. The DJ was some guy from TechMusic class (my favorite one!). <br>
Next day..</p>
<p dir="ltr">Saturday Run or Dye!<br>
It's a such kind of running marathon and in some home you'll get dyed if you're not running fast enough. I was volunteering there. Its held on Stratton Mountain, the famous sky site in East Coast.<br>
So I went there on 6 a.m. yeahh i went for sleep nearly at 1 and got up at 6. But throwing dye to people was a lot of fun!</p>
<p dir="ltr">In the evening I hang out with Freid, exchange from Germany, Pete from Thailand, and some mexican girls. We went to Georgio Pizza in Brattleborro and then went a little bit south of Brattleborro: to the Haunted Forest!</p>
<p dir="ltr">It was very cold but beautiful night and a 20 meters waiting-for-ticket-lines when we got there but those ghosts we met there was very entertaining!</p>
<p dir="ltr">Sundayy comes!<br>
Went to the Stratton mountain again for volunteering in Vermont Falls Day and got home at 2 to volunteering again in the thriftshop next door.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Finally get some "me-time" with the guitar after dinner..<br>
Its been pretty rough week (promise I will tell you why) and life keeps going.<br>
Lets see how it ends. ;)</p>
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Today I'm writing from my grandpa's computer in Pennsylvania.<br />
Wait what? I am in Pennsylvania and having a grandpa?<br />
<br />
Yaaah. Its definitely not because my parents born in here.<br />
So this is was one of the dream I used to dream since my 7th grade of school in Indonesia.<br />
That time i was thinking of having my feet stepping on another country's ground.<br />
I was thinking that it might be the Netherland or America. But now, God gave me my 2nd choice.<br />
<br />
Yeah so I'm here right now in The United States of America,<br />
working and choosen as the Indonesia representatives towards an exchange year for senior high school students for 10 months.<br />
Nobody said i'm gonna make it when I first told those people that I enroll myself in the selection.<br />
I do believe in their opinion, since there's more than 9000 students from Indonesia who wants to get this program too.<br />
But who knows then ?<br />
<br />
And I'm just trying,<br />
<br />
and didn't expect for anything.<br />
<br />
But here I am right now.<br />
God knows the best for you. Now I had the chance to shut their mouth up, but it wasn't the most important thing I should do here.<br />
I had a very heavy duty. Being an ambassador for my Indonesia.<br />
OMG like do you ever realize how big it was? how pretty much different their culture from one island to another? God must be kidding me.<br />
But He wants me here anyway, so.... let's do this.<br />
<br />
So I lived in Vermont, a state if you see in the map was next to New York in right side. (OMG can't believe I am standing on the right side now-_-) in a small but amazing town called West Townshend, in a very simple family, The Dolan.<br />
But who knows? This small but big family has bought me everywhere.. like very everywhere.<br />
I feel too much lucky for this.<br />
In this 1st week (I arrived at 14th August), I've been in Manchester, Brattleborro, Massachusetts, Connecticut, Albany New York, Troy, New Hampshire, and now I had the chance to see how beautifully modern-but-natural Bellefonte was. It's the part of the Mighty Pennsylvania.<br />
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So..<br />
I am on my way to dinner now. I'll write you later when I had the keyboard on my finger.<br />
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Loves,<br />
Tha;-)<br />
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P.S This program I joined was called KL YES (Kennedy Lugar Youth Exchange and Study) which is fully funded by the United States of Departement (so you know that it cost me nothing till I get here back & forth because the American pays for me to get here, THANK YOU !)<br />
email me whenever you get question at athavta15@gmail.com ;)athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-50808977499339559402014-04-04T10:36:00.000+07:002014-04-04T10:36:11.348+07:00Dalam Cengkeraman Ilmu Dasar<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span>Setiap bangsa punya
pilihan: melahirkan atlet bermedali emas atau perenang yang tak pernah
menyentuh air; melahirkan sarjana yang tahu ke mana langkah dibawa atau
sekadar membawa ijazah.<br /><br />Tak termungkiri, negeri ini butuh lebih
banyak orang yang bisa membuat ketimbang pandai berdebat, bertindak
dalam karya ketimbang hanya protes. Tak banyak yang menyadari sekolah hebat bukan hanya diukur dari jumlah publikasinya, melainkan
juga dari jumlah paten dan impak pada komunitasnya.<br /><br />Pendidikan
kita masih berkutat di seputar kertas. Kita baru mahir memindahkan
pengetahuan dari buku teks ke lembar demi lembar kertas: makalah, karya
ilmiah, skripsi, atau tesis. Kita belum menanamnya dalam tindakan pada
memori otot, myelin.<br /><br />Seorang siswa dapat nilai 90 dalam kelas
bukan karena dia bisa menerapkan ilmu itu ke dalam hidupnya,
minimal menerpkan di dirinya, atau di diri orang lain, melainkan
karena ia sudah bisa menulis ulang isi buku ke lembar-lembar kertas
ujian.<br /><br />Pendidikan tinggi sebenarnya bisa dibagi dalam dua
kelompok besar: dasar dan terapan. Pendidikan dasar itulah yang kita
kenal sejak di SD: matematika, kimia, biologi, fisika, ekonomi,
sosiologi, dan psikologi. Terapannya bisa berkembang menjadi ilmu
kedokteran, teknik sipil, ilmu komputer, manajemen, desain, perhotelan,
dan seterusnya.<br /><br />Kedua ilmu itu sangat dibutuhkan bangsa memajukan
peradaban. Namun, investasi untuk membangun ilmu dasar amat besar,
membutuhkan tradisi riset dan sumber daya manusia bermutu tinggi. Siapa
menguasai ilmu dasar ibaratnya mampu menguasai dunia dengan universitas
yang menarik ilmuwan terbaik lintas bangsa. Negara-negara yang berambisi
menguasainya punya kebijakan imigrasi yang khas dan didukung pusat
keuangan dan inovasi progresif.<br /><br />Dengan bekal ilmu dasar yang
kuat, bangsa besar membentuk ilmu terapan. Amerika Serikat, Jerman, dan
Inggris adalah negara yang dibangun dengan keduanya. Namun, sebagian
negara di Eropa dan Asia memilih jalan lebih realistis: fokus pada studi
ilmu terapan. Swiss fokus dengan ilmu terapan dalam bidang manajemen
perhotelan, kuliner, dan arloji. Thailand dengan ilmu terapan pariwisata
dan pertanian. Jepang dengan elektronika. Singapura dalam industri jasa
keuangannya.<br /><br />Tentu terjadi pergulatan besar agar ilmu terapan
dapat benar- benar diterapkan. Pada mulanya ilmu terapan dikembangkan di
perguruan tinggi untuk mendapat dana riset dan menjembatani teori
dengan praktik. Akan tetapi, mindset para ilmuwan tetaplah ilmu dasar
yang penekanannya ada pada metodologi dan statistik untuk mencari
kebenaran ilmiah yang buntutnya ialah publikasi ilmiah.<br /><br />Melalui
pergulatan besar, program studi terapan berhasil keluar dari perangkap
ilmu dasar. Ilmu Komputer keluar dari Fakultas Matematika dan Manajemen
menjadi Sekolah Bisnis. Dari lulusan dengan ”keterampilan kertas”,
mereka masuk pada karya akhir berupa aplikasi, portofolio, mock up,
desain, dan laporan pemecahan masalah.<br /><br />Metodologi dipakai, tetapi
validitas eksternal (impak dan aplikasi) diutamakan. Hanya pada program
doktoral metodologi riset yang kuat diterapkan. Itu pun banyak ilmuwan
terapan yang meminjam ilmu dasar atau ilmu terapan lain sehingga
terbentuk program multidisiplin seperti arsitektur yang dijodohkan
dengan antropologi atau arkeologi, akuntansi dengan ilmu keuangan.<br /><br /><strong>Anak-anak kita</strong><br /><br />Kemerdekaan
yang diraih program studi ilmu terapan di perguruan tinggi melahirkan
revolusi pada tingkat pendidikan dasar. Bila mengunjungi pendidikan
anak-anak usia dini, TK dan SD di mancanegara, Anda akan melihat kontras
dengan di sini. Alih-alih baca-tulis-hitung dan menghafal, mereka
mengajarkan <em>executive functioning</em>, yang melatih anak-anak
mengelola proses kognisi (memori kerja, reasoning, kreativitas-adaptasi,
pengambilan keputusan, dan perencanaan-eksekusi).<br /><br />Sekarang jelas
mengapa kita mengeluh sarjana tak siap pakai: pendidikan didominasi
kultur ilmu dasar yang serba kertas dan mengabaikan aplikasi.
Perhatikan, Indonesia masih menjadi negara yang mewajibkan lulusan
sekolah bisnis (MM) menulis tesis yang pengujinya getol memeriksa
validitas internal dan metodologi yang sempit. Kegetolan ini juga
terjadi pada banyak penguji program studi perhotelan atau terapan lain
yang merasa kurang ilmiah kalau tidak ada pengolahan data secara
saintifik.<br /><br />Saya ingin menegaskan: hal itu hanya terjadi pada negara yang ilmu terapannya masih terbelenggu <em>mindset</em> ilmu dasar. Keluhannya sama: tak siap pakai, kalah dalam persaingan global.<br /><br />Pertanyaannya
hanya satu, kita biarkan terus seperti ini atau dengan legawa kita
mulai pembaruan agar para sarjana ilmu terapan mampu menerapkan ilmunya?
Itu terpulang pada kesadaran kita, bukan kesombongan atau ego ilmiah. </span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-56535495236737401502014-04-04T10:22:00.000+07:002014-04-04T10:31:30.124+07:00Mengapa Anak yang Pintar di Sekolah Bisa Alami Kesulitan Ekonomi?<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #4b4b4b;">Seorang
mahasiswi mengeluh. Dari SD hingga lulus S-1, ia selalu juara. Namun
kini, di program S-2, ia begitu kesulitan menghadapi dosennya yang
menyepelekannya. Judul tesisnya selalu ditolak tanpa alasan yang jelas.
Kalau jadwal bertemu dibatalkan sepihak oleh dosen, ia sulit
menerimanya.<br /><br />Sementara itu, teman-temannya, yang cepat selesai,
jago mencari celah. Ia menduga, teman-temannya yang tak sepintar dirinya
itu "ada main" dengan dosen-dosennya. "Karena mereka tak sepintar aku,"
ujarnya.<br /><br />Banyak orangtua yang belum menyadari, di balik
nilai-nilai tinggi yang dicapai anak-anaknya semasa sekolah, mereka
menyandang persoalan besar: kesombongan dan ketidakmampuan menghadapi
kesulitan. Bila hal ini saja tak bisa diatasi, maka masa depan
ekonominya pun akan sulit. <br /><br />Mungkin inilah yang perlu dilakukan
orangtua dan kaum muda: belajar menghadapi realitas dunia orang dewasa,
yaitu kesulitan dan rintangan. <br /><br /><b>Hadiah orangtua</b><br /><br />Psikolog Stanford University, Carol Dweck, yang menulis temuan dari eksperimennya dalam buku <i>The New Psychology of Success</i>, menulis, "Hadiah terpenting dan terindah dari orangtua pada anak-anaknya adalah tantangan".<br /><br />Ya,
tantangan. Apakah itu kesulitan-kesulitan hidup, rasa frustrasi dalam
memecahkan masalah, sampai kegagalan "membuka pintu", jatuh bangun di
usia muda. Ini berbeda dengan pandangan banyak orangtua yang cepat-cepat
ingin mengambil masalah yang dihadapi anak-anaknya.<br /><br />Kesulitan
belajar mereka biasanya kita atasi dengan mendatangkan guru-guru les,
atau bahkan menyuap sekolah dan guru-gurunya. Bahkan, tak sedikit
pejabat mengambil alih tanggung jawab anak-anaknya ketika menghadapi
proses hukum karena kelalaian mereka di jalan raya. <br /><br />Kesalahan mereka membuat kita resah. Masalah mereka adalah masalah kita, bukan milik mereka. <br /><br />Termasuk
di dalamnya adalah rasa bangga orangtua yang berlebihan ketika
anak-anaknya mengalami kemudahan dalam belajar dibandingkan
rekan-rekannya di sekolah.<br /><br />Berkebalikan dengan pujian yang
dibangga-banggakan, Dweck malah menganjurkan orangtua untuk mengucapkan
kalimat seperti ini: "Maafkan Ibu telah membuat segala sesuatu terlalu
gampang untukmu, Nak. Soal ini kurang menarik. Bagaimana kalau kita coba
yang lebih menantang?"<br /><br />Jadi, dari kecil, saran Dweck, anak-anak
harus dibiasakan dibesarkan dalam alam yang menantang, bukan asal
gampang atau digampangkan. Pujian boleh untuk menyemangati, bukan
membuatnya selalu mudah.<br /><br />Saya teringat masa-masa muda dan
kanak-kanak saya yang hampir setiap saat menghadapi kesulitan dan
tantangan. Kata reporter sebuah majalah, saya ini termasuk "bengal".
Namun ibu saya bilang, saya kreatif. Kakak-kakak saya bilang saya
bandel. Namun, otak saya bilang "selalu ada jalan keluar dari setiap
kesulitan".<br /><br />Begitu memasuki dunia dewasa, seorang anak akan
melihat dunia yang jauh berbeda dengan masa kanak-kanak. Dunia orang
dewasa, sejatinya, banyak keanehannya, tipu-tipunya. Hal gampang bisa
dibuat menjadi sulit. Namun, otak saya selalu ingin membalikkannya.
Demikianlah, hal-hal sepele sering dibuat orang menjadi masalah besar.<br /><br />Banyak
ilmuwan pintar, tetapi reaktif dan cepat tersinggung. Demikian pula
kalau orang sudah senang, apa pun yang kita inginkan selalu bisa
diberikan.<br /><br /><b>Panggung orang dewasa</b><br /><br />Dunia orang dewasa itu adalah sebuah panggung besar dengan <i>unfair treatment</i>
yang menyakitkan bagi mereka yang dibesarkan dalam kemudahan dan alam
yang protektif. Kemudahan-kemudahan yang didapat pada usia muda akan
hilang begitu seseorang tamat SMU.<br /><br />Di dunia kerja, keadaan yang
lebih menyakitkan akan mungkin lebih banyak lagi ditemui. Fakta-fakta
akan sangat mudah Anda temui bahwa tak semua orang, yang secara akademis
hebat, mampu menjadi pejabat atau CEO. Jawabannya hanya satu: hidup
seperti ini sungguh menantang.<br /><br />Tantangan-tantangan itu tak boleh
membuat seseorang cepat menyerah atau secara defensif menyatakan para
pemenang itu "bodoh", tidak logis, tidak mengerti, dan lain sebagainya.
Berkata bahwa hanya kitalah orang yang pintar, yang paling mengerti,
hanya akan menunjukkan ketidakberdayaan belaka. Dan pernyataan ini
hanya keluar dari orang pintar yang miskin perspektif, dan kurang
menghadapi ujian yang sesungguhnya.<br /><br />Dalam banyak kesempatan, kita
menyaksikan banyak orang-orang pintar menjadi tampak bodoh karena ia
memang bodoh mengelola kesulitan. Ia hanya pandai berkelit atau <i>ngoceh-ngoceh</i> di belakang panggung, bersungut-sungut karena kini tak ada lagi orang dewasa yang mengambil alih kesulitan yang ia hadapi. <br /><br />Di SMA, saya meracuni kawan kawan saya agar
berani menghadapi tantangan dengan cara satu orang pergi ke satu negara
tanpa ditemani satu orang pun agar berani menghadapi kesulitan, kesasar,
ketinggalan pesawat, atau kehabisan uang.<br /><br />Namun lagi-lagi orangtua sering mengintervensi mereka dengan mencarikan <i>travel agent</i>,
memberikan paket tur, uang jajan dalam jumlah besar, menitipkan
perjalanan pada teman di luar negeri, menyediakan penginapan yang aman,
dan lain sebagainya. Padahal, anak-anak itu hanya butuh satu kesempatan:
bagaimana menghadapi kesulitan dengan caranya sendiri.<br /><br />Hidup
yang indah adalah hidup dalam alam sebenarnya, yaitu alam yang penuh
tantangan. Dan inilah esensi perekonomian abad ke-21: bergejolak,
ketidakpastian, dan membuat manusia menghadapi ambiguitas. Namun dalam
kondisi seperti itulah sesungguhnya manusia berpikir. Dan ketika kita
berpikir, tampaklah pintu-pintu baru terbuka, saat pintu-pintu hafalan
kita tertutup.<br /><br />Jadi inilah yang mengakibatkan banyak sekali orang
pintar sulit dalam menghadapi kesulitan. Maka dari itu, pesan Carol
Dweck, dari apa yang saya renungi, sebenarnya sederhana saja: orangtua,
jangan cepat-cepat merampas kesulitan yang dihadapi anak-anakmu.
Sebaliknya, berilah mereka kesempatan untuk menghadapi tantangan dan
kesulitan.</span></span></span></div>
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I remember glancing at the comments section of some instagram
accounts a few days ago. It’s sad how so many people have become so
ignorant to what they’re saying, that these days we have to stay sane to
set apart honest opinions, constructive critics, or just pure mean
comments, to know how to react to them.</span></span></div>
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Yes, it’s social media. Yes, you have your <i>freedom of speech</i>. But we all have to learn the manner and think before we speak. Saying mean things without any objective reasons <u>is not</u> criticism. If you want to look smart, first <b>be smart enough</b>
to learn the difference between delivering a reasonable criticism or
just rubbish cynical comments that leads to verbal bullying. Trust me,
the second one won’t make you look smart. Instead, it makes you look
like a poor, pathetic envious little kid who got nothing to do than
bashing people and desperately looking for attention. </span></span></div>
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The difference between constructive critics and useless hateful comments:</span></span></div>
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- <u><b>hateful comments</b></u> aren’t based on truth or objective matters, often
out-of-topic, or said by anonymous or fake accounts. They’re afraid to
reveal their identity because what they’re saying is not true. Hateful
comments are said to bring you down.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>how to react: Do not reply or react to what they said because
that way you’re giving them attention they’re looking for. Simply ignore
and block these attention-seekers, don’t waste your time on them.</i></span></span></div>
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- <u><b>constructive critics</b></u> might sting a little bit, but it builds your
consciousness and leads you to do better on what you’re doing.
Constructive critics are said because they care about you and they want
you to know their personal opinion. They want you to improve.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>how to react: be wise and take what you think as a good input for
yourself, do not let it make you feel feel bad or slowing you down.</i></span></span></div>
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Reasons why those people say mean things (<i>intentionally or not</i>):</span></span></div>
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- <b>They hate you / what you’ve achieved.</b> They just
hate everything you do. They don’t even know you but they hate you.
Maybe you look like their ex-boyfriend’s new girlfriend. Or maybe you
are their ex-boyfriend’s new girlfriend. I don’t know, but they are full
of bitterness and negativity.</span></span></div>
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- <b>They have low self-esteem / feeling inferior.</b> They
love to find out about you, and comparing themselves to you. But your
achievement hurts them because they don’t feel as good as you, so they
do things to make them feel no longer inferior, such as simply saying
you’re not doing better than them or some people they know, or attacking
you with mean comments to affect you and what you’re doing.</span></span></div>
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- <b>They got nothing to do and just desperately looking for your attention.</b> <i>"Hey, maybe she’ll notice me if I drop cruel comments!"</i></span></span></div>
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- <b>They’re clueless / simply lacking of manners.</b></span></span></div>
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It has been a blurred line since people attached these phrases to justified what they’re saying, such as:</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><b><i>"No hard feelings." / "I’m just saying."</i></b> </span></span></div>
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This does not justify what you’re saying. Not everyone is as strong
as you think, some might feel verbally bullied and they won’t get over
what you said. Be careful on what came out from your mouth because you
can’t take it back. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><b>“<i>You only hear what you want to hear, you can’t take criticism.</i>" / <b>“<i>Don’t listen to criticism, they’re just haters.</i>”</b></b></span></span></div>
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There is a line between not taking criticism or moderating which
one’s good for you and which one’s destructive. Don’t be defensive. Be
wise to know what’s what, either way it’s for your own good and it’s
also your loss if you mistaken a gold input for a rubbish.</span></span></div>
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Any kind of the opinions you give on others, however always have
impact, either it’s good or bad. They said ‘if you don’t have anything
nice to say, don’t say anything at all’. But it’s your choice anyway.
You can make fake account and bash people with your negativity.
You can also say constructive comments, magnifying people’s strength,
and see the massive impact you can make only by your words. Instead of
shutting them down, you can inspire them to do more wonderful things.
Make the world a better place, shall we?</span></span></div>
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</span></span>athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-88946556990460984042014-03-15T12:25:00.001+07:002014-03-15T12:31:50.723+07:00Shihlin Attack!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Jadi dulu banget, jalan bareng sama <a href="http://twitter.com/moody_tabby" target="_blank">Siyana Tabita</a> ke Citraland Mall, dan waktu itu ditraktir sama dia semacam snack gitu. Dan karena gatau plus gapernah nyobain, akhirnya nurut deh dibeliin. Snack itu khas Taiwan, namanya Shihlin. Jadi itu semacam ayam dilumuri tepung khusus dan di goreng sampe renyah terus dilumuri bumbu merica - or something fragrant, they called. Dulu harganya masih murah, sekitar 25 ribuan. Tapi lama kelamaan harganya jadi 28, and then sekarang 32. Nggak tau deh naik lagi apa engga, soalnya udah nga pernah beli-_-</span></span></div>
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<tr><td style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiPu9YMMsvuDvyaNIdZ4pRU0hGTmT7OHKJUGHwbUOAwlftRTNAx7OwSgl7Icmb3O5CGaiu8TGmG9Ubz-Rpc0iOlU3QsjiEp7GiJpVhn9B61aEgEDFrfY6uJtOY7ywW7yU5dnkeP5lOEeU/s1600/shihlin1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiPu9YMMsvuDvyaNIdZ4pRU0hGTmT7OHKJUGHwbUOAwlftRTNAx7OwSgl7Icmb3O5CGaiu8TGmG9Ubz-Rpc0iOlU3QsjiEp7GiJpVhn9B61aEgEDFrfY6uJtOY7ywW7yU5dnkeP5lOEeU/s1600/shihlin1.jpg" height="212" width="320" /></a></span></span></td></tr>
<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">delicioso :9</span></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Cerita punya cerita, enak banget kan makanannya. Jadi ketagihan. Hampir tiap ke Semarang pasti beli itu. Bahkan pernah, saking ngidamnya, otw sendiri dari Jepara cuman buat beli Shihlin (-_-'')</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dan hal itu keterusan sampe sekarang. Pacarku yang pengertian banget kayaknya udah mulai gedeg sama tingkahku, jadi dia marah. Hahaha :D</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sejak saat itulah.. saya belajar masak. Here we goes..</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Shihlin ala Anita!</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #ffe599;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Bahan:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1 dada ayam, <i>digeprek</i> sampe rada lebar</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1 jeruk nipis</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1 sdt merica bubuk</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1 sdt garam</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1 cangkir air matang</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">100 gram tepung terigu</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">50 gram bread crumps<i><span style="color: maroon;"><i> </i></span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="color: maroon;"><i>Bread crumps</i> itu kaya remah/serpihan dari roti kering. Biasanya dipakai membalut makanan sebelum digoreng, misalnya: tempura. </span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">500 ml minyak untuk menggoreng</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1 sdm bubuk cabai</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1 sdm bawang putih bubuk (di swalayan banyak)</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1 sdm merica bubuk</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1/4 sdt garam halus</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #ffe599;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Caranya:</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">1. Ayam dibalur sama jeruk nipis, garam, merica. Diamkan selama 1 jam.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">2. Bikin adonan batter, buat melumuri tp dalam bentuk cair. Caranya, campur air matang dengan 3 sdm tepung terigu. Jangan kurang jangan lebih kalau mau pas.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">3. Lumurin ayamnya sama adonan batter tadi sampe rata.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">4. Balut ayam sama tepung terigu yang udah dicampur bread crumps sampe rata.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">5. Goreng (deep fry) dengan minyak panas diatas api kecil sampe kecoklatan di kedua sisi.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">6. Angkat dan potong/gunting kecil-kecil.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">7. Taburi bumbu bubuk yang udah dicampuri di atas ayam.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Besok-besok kalo pacar lagi sibuk ngurusin ujian nasional, mau ngebolang sendiri ah ke Shihlin lagi, denger-denger Oyster Mee Sua-nya enakbanget. Hmmmm. Tau kagak itu makanan apa? Iya. Aku juga kagak tau. :b </span></i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Taraaa! Nggak jadi kehilangan duit 32rb deh! :D </span></span></td></tr>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">A huge 3 day garage sale was taken place at Vredeburg just the other
day. It was super hot, but I guess a couple of clothes could always get
me in the mood. Here are some shots of what it was like, and finally
what I bought! The blue vintage collar dress was first hand. I got it
for Rp. 80.000. The rest were all under Rp. 60.000. Which is pretty
cheap! Couldn't take as much photo's as I wanted to though, the battery
went flat pft. The garage sale didn't only have unique
vintage garments but also handy crafts that looked amazing. Hand made
paper bags, owl pillows and key chains, floral accessories. All just to
die for. That's all for now, I'm off to gym! Hahaha tumben banget.</span></span></div>
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Jogja is adorable, affordable. This is some things I don't find in my hometown, yaiy! Garage Sale! They got lot of pretty stuffs and I just couldn't wait longer to hold on. Buy some, but wouldn't wear some in my hometown, guess. They'll call me weird or somewhat like that :b </div>
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They're pretty cheap for the condition and lable's still like that. One thing probably I would never find anywhere. LOVE IT!</div>
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sunset always comes in my homestay. this is why i always comeback, yogya. </div>
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Piggy is a nickname of Sara Pearl, a talented Jogjakartans - Australian. </div>
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She had a project with us during Summer, and we got a one day out so we decided to go 'round Jogja. </div>
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Picture taken at Parangkusumo, and around. </div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-76218356211167987522014-03-02T13:47:00.000+07:002014-03-15T10:43:06.092+07:00Pelajaran Tatabahasa dan Mengarang<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Murid-murid, pada hari Senin ini</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Marilah kita belajar tatabahasa</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Dan juga sekaligus berlatih mengarang</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Bukalah buku pelajaran kalian</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Halaman enam puluh sembilan</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Ini ada kalimat menarik hati, berbunyi</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">‘Mengeritik itu boleh, asal membangun’</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Nah anak-anak, renungkanlah makna ungkapan itu</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Kemudian buat kalimat baru dengan kata-katamu sendiri.”</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Demikianlah kelas itu sepuluh menit dimasuki sunyi</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Murid-murid itu termenung sendiri-sendiri</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Ada yang memutar-mutar pensil dan bolpoin</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Ada yang meletakkan ibu jari di dahi</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Ada yang salah tingkah, duduk gelisah</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Memikirkan sejumlah kata yang bisa serasi</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Menjawab pertanyaan Bu Guru ini</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Ayo siapa yang sudah siap?”</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Maka tak ada seorang mengacungkan tangan</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Kalau tidak menunduk sembunyi dari incaran guru</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Murid-murid itu saling berpandangan saja</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Akhirnya ada seorang disuruh maju ke depan</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Dan dia pun memberi jawaban</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Mengeritik itu boleh, asal membangun</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Membangun itu boleh, asal mengeritik</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Mengeritik itu tidak boleh, asal tidak membangun</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Membangun itu tidak asal, mengeritik itu boleh tidak</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Membangun mengeritik itu boleh asal</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Mengeritik membangun itu asal boleh</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Mengeritik itu membangun</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Membangun itu mengeritik</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Asal boleh mengeritik, boleh itu asal</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Asal boleh membangun, asal itu boleh</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Asal boleh itu mengeritik boleh asal</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Itu boleh asal membangun asal boleh</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Boleh itu asal</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Asal itu boleh</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Boleh boleh</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Asal asal</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Itu itu</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Itu.”</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Nah anak-anak, itulah karya temanmu</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Sudah kalian dengarkan ‘kan</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Apa komentar kamu tentang karyanya tadi?”</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Kelas itu tiga menit dimasuki sunyi</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Tak seorang mengangkat tangan</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Kalau tidak menunduk di muka guru</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Murid-murid itu cuma berpandang-pandangan</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Tapi tiba-tiba mereka bersama menyanyi:</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Mengeritik itu membangun boleh asal</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Membangun itu mengeritik asal boleh</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Bangun bangun membangun kritik mengeritik</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Mengeritik membangun asal mengeritik</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Dang ding dung ding dang ding dung</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Ding dang ding dung</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Dang ding dung ding dang ding dang</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Ding dang ding dung.”</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Anak-anak, ibu bilang tadi</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Mengarang itu harus dengan kata-kata sendiri</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Tapi tadi tidak ada kosa kata lain sama sekali</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Kalian cuma mengulang bolak-balik yang itu-itu juga</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Itu kelemahan kalian yang pertama</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Dan kelemahan kalian yang kedua</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Kalian anemi referensi dan melarat bahan perbandingan</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Itu karena malas baca buku apalagi karya sastra.”</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">“Wahai Bu Guru, jangan kami disalahkan apalagi dicerca</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Bila kami tak mampu mengembangkan kosa kata</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Selama ini kami ‘kan diajar menghafal dan menghafal saja</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Mana ada dididik mengembangkan logika</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Mana ada diajar berargumentasi dengan pendapat berbeda</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Dan mengenai masalah membaca buku dan karya sastra</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Bu Guru sudah tahu lama sekali</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Mata kami rabun novel, rabun cerpen, rabun drama dan rabun puisi</span><br style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;" /><span style="color: #222222; line-height: 22.4px;">Tapi mata kami ‘kan nyalang bila menonton televisi.”</span></span></span></span>athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-40845789463693821452014-03-02T13:43:00.002+07:002014-03-15T10:43:41.765+07:00Malu (Aku) Jadi Orang Indonesia<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">I<br />Langit langit akhlak rubuh, di atas negeriku berserak-serak<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Hukum tak tegak, doyong berderak-derak<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Berjalan aku di Roxas Boulevard, Geylang Road, Lebuh Tun Razak,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Berjalan aku di Sixth Avenue, Maydan Tahrir dan Ginza<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Berjalan aku di Dam, Champs Elysees dan Mesopotamia<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Di sela khalayak aku berlindung di belakang hitam kacamata<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Dan kubenamkan topi baret di kepala<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><i>Malu aku jadi orang Indonesia.</i><br /><br />II<br />Di negeriku, selingkuh birokrasi peringkatnya di dunia nomor<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">satu,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku, sekongkol bisnis dan birokrasi berterang-terang<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">curang susah dicari tandingan, <span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku anak lelaki anak perempuan, kemenakan, sepupu<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">dan cucu dimanja kuasa ayah, paman dan kakek secara<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">hancur-hancuran seujung kuku tak perlu malu,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku komisi pembelian alat-alat besar, alat-alat ringan,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">senjata, pesawat tempur, kapal selam, kedele, terigu dan<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">peuyeum dipotong birokrasi lebih separuh masuk<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">kantung jas safari,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di kedutaan besar anak presiden, anak menteri, anak jenderal,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">anak sekjen dan anak dirjen dilayani seperti presiden,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">menteri, jenderal, sekjen, dan dirjen sejati, agar<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">orangtua mereka bersenang hati,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku penghitungan suara pemilihan umum sangat<span lang="EN-US">-<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">sangat-sangat-sangat-sangat jelas penipuan besar<span lang="EN-US">-<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">besaran tanpa seujung rambut pun bersalah perasaan,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku khotbah, surat kabar, majalah, buku dan<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">sandiwara yang opininya bersilang tak habis dan tak<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">putus dilarang-larang<span lang="EN-US">,<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku dibakar pasar pedagang jelata supaya berdiri pusat<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">belanja modal raksasa,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku Udin dan Marsinah jadi syahid dan syahidah,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">ciumlah harum aroma mereka punya jenazah, sekarang<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">saja sementara mereka kalah, kelak perencana dan<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">pembunuh itu di dasar neraka oleh satpam akhirat akan<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">diinjak dan dilunyah lumat-lumat, <span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku keputusan pengadilan secara agak rahasia dan tidak<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">rahasia dapat ditawar dalam bentuk jual-beli, kabarnya<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">dengan sepotong SK suatu hari akan masuk Bursa Efek<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Jakarta secara resmi,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku rasa aman tak ada karena dua puluh pungutan, lima<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">belas ini-itu tekanan dan sepuluh macam ancaman,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku telepon banyak disadap, mata-mata kelebihan kerja,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">fotokopi gosip dan fitnah bertebar disebar-sebar,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku sepakbola sudah naik tingkat jadi pertunjukan teror<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">penonton antarkota cuma karena sebagian sangat kecil<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">bangsa kita tak pernah bersedia menerima skor<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">pertandingan yang disetujui bersama,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku rupanya sudah diputuskan kita tak terlibat Piala<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Dunia demi keamanan antarbangsa, lagi pula Piala<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Dunia itu cuma urusan negara-negara kecil karena Cina,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">India, Rusia dan kita tak turut serta, sehingga cukuplah<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Indonesia jadi penonton lewat satelit saja,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku ada pembunuhan, penculikan dan penyiksaan rakyat<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">terang-terangan di Aceh, Tanjung Priuk, Lampung, Haur<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Koneng, Nipah, Santa Cruz, Irian dan Banyuwangi, ada pula<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">pembantahan t<span lang="EN-US">e</span>rang-terangan yang merupakan dusta<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">terang-terangan di bawah cahaya surya terang-terangan,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">dan matahari tidak pernah dipanggil ke pengadilan sebagai<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">saksi terang-terangan, <span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br />Di negeriku budi pekerti mulia di dalam kitab masih ada, tapi dalam<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">kehidupan sehari-hari bagai jarum hilang menyelam di<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tumpukan jerami selepas menuai padi.<br /><br />III<br />Langit akhlak rubuh, di atas negeriku berserak-serak<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Hukum tak tegak, doyong berderak-derak<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Berjalan aku di Roxas Boulevard, Geylang Road, Lebuh Tun Razak,<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Berjalan aku di Sixth Avenue, Maydan Tahrir dan Ginza<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Berjalan aku di Dam, Champs Elysees dan Mesopotamia<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Di sela khalayak aku berlindung di belakang hitam kacamata<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Dan kubenamkan topi baret di kepala<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Malu aku jadi orang Indonesia.</span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-30918831097040871632014-03-02T13:39:00.002+07:002014-03-15T10:43:57.472+07:00Dalam Kamar 6 x 7 Meter<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">mimpi-mimpi bagusku kubunuh dengan kenyataan</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">tinggal tubuh kurus kering dan cericit tikus</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">ketika kuterbaring tidur di kasur dan bantal</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">yang banyak bangsatnya</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">tak seluruh mimpi-mimpi itu sirna</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">tersisa juga yang sederhana:</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">alangkah bahagia aku andai sudah bisa beli</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">rumah kayu dan menyalakan lilin kecil</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">lalu membaca buku sampai malam larut dan menulis</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">alangkah bahagia aku andai sudah beli kompor</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">dan masak supermi ketika lapar</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">alangkah bahagia aku andai sudah bisa menggaji ibu</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">membeli baju baru bagi adik-adik ketika lebaran</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">rokok buat bapak dan lain-lain</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">lapar memang memalukan!</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">(tiba-tiba aku mendengar jutaan nyawa saudaraku yang</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">karena lapar menjadi copet, <i>lonte</i> dan gelandangan</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">tiba-tiba aku merasa lebih kaya <i>tinimbang</i> mereka</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">rumah punya, nyewa tak apa</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">makan bisa hutang kiri-kanan</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">minum tersedia air sumur umum).</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">justru hari inilah</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">ketika aku lapar sendiri dalam kamar 6 x 7 meter</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">di sini ini</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">aku bersyukur masih sempat nulis puisi</span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span lang="EN-US">aku bersyukur masih sempat nulis puisi</span></span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-33295489502190242622014-03-02T13:33:00.001+07:002014-03-15T10:44:12.532+07:00Aku Dilahirkan di Sebuah Pesta yang Tak Pernah Selesai<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">aku dilahirkan di sebuah pesta yang tak pernah selesai<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">selalu saja ada yang datang dan pergi hingga hari ini<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">ada bunga putih dan ungu dekat jendela di mana<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">mereka dapat<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">memandang dan merasakan kesedihan dan kebahagiaan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tak ada menjadi miliknya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">ada potret penuh debu, potret mereka yang pernah hadir<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">dalam pesta itu entah sekarang di mana setelah mati<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">ada yang merindukan kubur bagi angannya sendiri<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">yang melukis waktu sebagai ular<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">ada yang ingin tidur sepanjang hari bangun ketika hari<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">penjemputan tiba agar tidak merasakan menit-menit<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">yang menekan dan berat<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">di sana ada meja penuh kue aneka warna, mereka<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">menawarkannya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">padaku, kuterima kucicipi semua, enak!<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">itulah sebabnya aku selalu lapar<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">sebab aku hanya punya satu, kemungkinan!<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tuhanku aku terluka dalam keindahan-Mu.</span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-44666380826565092342014-03-02T13:24:00.001+07:002014-03-15T10:47:05.648+07:00Belajar Tidak<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Ajari kami<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">membedakan ya dan tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tanpa embel-embel<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tuntunlah kami<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">bilang ya dan bilang tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tanpa hitung untung<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tenaga apa bisa kami pakai<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk bilang ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">bagi setiap ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk bilang tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">bagi setiap tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Apa mesti pakai sukma Tuhan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk bisa tahan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tuding tidak pada tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">karena tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">ialah tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Udara sarat tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tiap hari sibuk tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tetapi sebab dicekik ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">terpaksa bilang ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">******<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Mata siapa bisa kami pinjam<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk melihat benar kehidupan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk menangkap setiap murni getaran<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tangan siapa bisa kami ulurkan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk menggenggam air bah kenyataan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Mau nimba ke mana<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Belajar kepada apa<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Berguru ke siapa<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Ilmukah atau batu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Anginkah atau guru<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Langitkah atau suhu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Mataharikah atau waktu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Rohkah atau langit biru<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Pohonkah atau buku<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Gunungkah atau para biksu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Pedang-pedangkah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">atau primbon masa lalu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Lautan katakah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">atau Allah yang bisu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">*******<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Sejuta ilmu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">lupa pada yang sederhana<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Hidup teramat lama<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk tak bisa ngomong tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Hidup terlalu sumpeg<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk selalu tak bilang tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Waktu terentang panjang<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">bisa tampung berjuta tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Irama begini sesak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">untuk bilang satu saja tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Dinding amat tebal<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Ruang terbagi-bagi<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Bagian-bagian terbagi-bagi<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tanpa pintu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Angin membusuk<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Pikiran meracuni jiwa<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Sukma tertidur<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">takut ngerti sampai di mana<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kata tidak menumpuk<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">di sel-sel penjara<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">di butir-butir darah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">nyangkut di mata merah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">******<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Ya sering nampak sebagai tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tidak sering seperti ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Ya seakan-akan tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tidak seolah-olah ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Ada ya yang ketidak-tidakkan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Ada tidak yang keya-yaan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Ya biasa disulap jadi tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tidak dianggap sebagai ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Orang ya terpaksa bilang tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Orang tidak terpaksa bilang ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Segala ya jadi kuasa<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Bikin setiap tidak jadi ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Asal kami bilang ya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Soal jadi tak ada<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tapi jika bilang tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Hari esok bisa binasa<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Hukum jadi samar<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Benar jadi omong besar<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Merdeka jadi patung-patung<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">******<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kami inginkan ya yang lugas<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tidak yang tegas<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tapi siapakah guru kami?<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Para guru sangat pandai<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">mengajarkan upaya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Pemimpin kami amat pintar<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">membendung segala tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">dari mulut kami<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">yang dibilang pengkhianat<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Beribu nilai tersedia<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Namun kami hanya dipilihkan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Oleh suatu rangka dan susunan keadaan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kami dikepung dan dikendalikan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kiranya guru kami ialah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">kata tidak itu sendiri<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Beratus-ratus tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Beribu-ribu tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Berjuta-juta tidak<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kami ucapkan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">tiap pagi<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">siang, sore<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">dan malam harinya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">sampai bersiap merdeka<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">atau gila.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-77311527548917447472014-03-02T13:23:00.004+07:002014-03-15T10:44:25.804+07:00Kabut<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Selalu kaupanggil-panggil namaku<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Aku mengangguk dan tersenyum kepadamu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tapi sebenarnya kabutlah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Yang kaupanggil itu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kauseret tubuhku, kaubawa ke perjalanan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kau perkenalkan kepada setiap orang<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kabut pun menebal, diriku tersembunyikan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tak kauingatkan sudah berapa topeng<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Yang kautempelkan di wajahku?<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Jadi engkau sendirilah ini, bukan aku<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Tetangga, politik, dan persangkaan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Nafsu, idolatri, dan kepentingan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Mengepulkan debu, mengabuti sejatiku<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kita semua adalah Tuhan yang menyamar<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Menyiksa diri dengan sejarah yang samar-samar<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kalau tak juga kautanggalkan topeng-topeng ini<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">Kepalsuan kita panggul sampai mati</span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-60554426099759776962014-03-02T13:23:00.002+07:002014-03-15T10:44:38.278+07:00Sajak Orang Tua Seribu<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Bapakku satu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ibuku satu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Orang tuaku seribu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Yang satu ngajari sembahyang<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lainnya nyuruh edan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Yang satu ngasih kitab Qur’an<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lainnya menyodorkan minuman<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Yang satu berkhotbah kebaikan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lainnya mendorong ganggu pacar orang<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lainnya lagi penuh kebajikan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sekaligus bajingan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Langit muntah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hujan tumpah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Mancur ke tenggorokan bumi<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Membanjirkan sampah kotoran<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dari selokan dan kali-kali<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Bapakku satu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ibuku satu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Orang tuaku misteri<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hiruk pikuk yang sunyi<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Satu wajah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ganti beribu kali<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ibu hamil karena Tuhan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Lahir aku tercampak di air pasang<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Yang bergerak menyeret tanpa ampunan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Yeaahh!<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Kini ambil putusan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Si Diam bergerak ke sebaliknya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Balikkan badan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Curi ruang di antara ruang<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sang Maha Gunung terletak sumbernya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sampai darah kering kutatap ia!</span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-13480978022542365832014-03-02T13:22:00.001+07:002014-03-15T10:44:49.731+07:00Dari Bukit Kotamu<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">sekali waktu ingin kuajak engkau kemari, kasihku<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">untuk melihat lampu-lampu kotamu yang berdebu<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">berdiri di sini bagai berada di luar kehidupan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">jika kita bergoyang-goyang ditimang tangan Tuhan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">apa salahnya beberapa saat kita istirah<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">pasrah diri kepada kelam yang jauh<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">apa salahnya sejenak alpa pada luka yang dalam<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">dan hati yang robek di dalam pergulatan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">sekali waktu ingin kuajak kau bersandar di pohon ini, kasihku<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">untuk menghela napas panjang, melepas keletihan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">meredakan segenap dendam, meniti masa silam<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">dan bersiap, melayani hari-hari esok yang panjang</span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-72511315428986242112014-03-02T13:20:00.001+07:002014-03-15T10:46:01.942+07:00Aku Ini Termasuk Orang yang Sukar Berbahagia.<div class="MsoNormal" style="color: #222222; line-height: 18.48px;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Aku ini termasuk orang yang sukar berbahagia<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sebab makin banyak memandang adegan kehidupan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Makin bertumpuk pula pertanyaan kepada Tuhan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hidup ini ruwet seperti lingkaran setan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Seperti perang brubuh yang tak bisa diuraikan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Serta penuh benturan yang seperti sengaja diciptakan<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ah, tetapi mudah saja jika Tuhan mau mengubah semuanya<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Atau menghapusnya lantas menciptakan lagi dunia<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Yang sedikit agak bermutu, terhormat dan mulia<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tetapi kukira itu tak mungkin terlaksana<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sebab siapa tahu Tuhan merasa asyik dengan kekonyolan kita<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Dan agar tak kehilangan permainan: kita terus saja dipelihara</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-size: small;">Februari, '14.</span></span></span></div>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-15791552807740320672014-02-14T11:03:00.001+07:002014-02-14T11:03:47.358+07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"> Aku tahu, ada sesuatu yang menunggu
di balik pintu kaca itu. Dunia yang terang dan luas, seperti yang dikatakan
para musafir. Mereka bilang, aku bisa belajar tentang hidup di luar sana. Tawa
dan tangis, gembira dan sedih. Semua yang ingin kutahu ada di balik pintu kaca
itu.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"> Perlahan, kuturun dari kasur.
Kulangkahkan kaki menuju pintu kaca. Jantungku berdegub. <i>Inilah saatnya melihat dunia luar</i>, batinku. Kusibakkan gorden pintu.
Dan seketika mataku berbinar. <i>Jadi... ini
dunia luar... </i>Kulihat anak-anak kecil berlarian sambil membawa bola. Dari
belakang, seorang wanita tergesa-gesa mengejar mereka. Sepertinya itu ibu
mereka. Di tengah taman, sebuah keluarga sedang mengadakan piknik. Mereka semua
terlihat akrab dan bahagia. Lalu di sudut taman, tampak sepasang kakek-nenek sedang
berjalan-jalan sore. Si kakek menggenggam tangan si nenek. Keduanya tersenyum
satu sama lain. Romantis.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Samar,
cahaya matahari menembus pintu kaca. Ia lembut dan hangat. Seolah mengajakku
keluar dari ruang sempit yang terus mengurungku.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"> <i>Ya,
aku ingin! </i>seruku.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"> Dengan terburu-buru, aku membuka pintu
itu. Terkunci.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Segera
kukeluarkan kunci dari dalam saku. Kucoba sekali lagi membukanya. Tak bisa.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Aku
mulai panik. Dengan sekuat tenaga aku menendangnya, memukulnya, mendobraknya.
Masih tak bisa.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">Kenapa? Kenapa?! </span></i><span style="line-height: 150%;">Kutabrakkan
diriku ke pintu kaca. Dan seketika, aku terpelanting ke lantai. Jatuh tersungkur.
Kucoba untuk bangkit namun tak bisa. Tak ada tenaga lagi untukku mencoba.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">Oh ya Tuhan...
Kenapa... </span></i><span style="line-height: 150%;">Air mata perlahan jatuh dari kedua mataku. Dalam
hitungan detik aku menangis sejadi-jadinya. Kuteriakkan sumpah serapah dan
segala makian yang entah kutujukan pada siapa. Aku terus menangis sampai tak
ada lagi air mata yang lagi keluar. Aku tersungkur, lelah dan pasrah.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">“Kau
tak akan keluar... Karena apa? Karena kau takut hidup di luar sana...” bisik
seseorang di telinga.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Aku
tersontak kaget. <i>Siapa itu?! Tunjukkan
dirimu! </i>Aku menoleh ke kanan dan kiri namun tidak menemukan siapapun.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">“Aku?
Aku adalah dirimu...” bisiknya lagi, “Kau takkan pernah bisa keluar. Karena kau
takut. Kau takut akan pedih yang kelak mampir di tubuhmu. Kau takut akan sakit
yang kelak mampir di hatimu. Dan kau... Kau terlalu pengecut untuk sekedar
menjalani hidup. Hahaha... Hahahahaha...” </span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Perlahan
bisikan itu menghilang. Begitu pula dengan suara di luar. Teriakkan anak-anak.
Celotehan keluarga. Tawa kakek-nenek. Hening. Tak ada suara lagi yang aku
dengar.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Kusenderkan
tubuhkku pada dinding. Dalam diam, kucoba mencerna kata-katanya. Ia benar. Aku
ingin pergi ke luar sana. Aku ingin berjalan, berlari, menikmati mentari dan
apapun yang ada di luar sana. Namun jauh di dalam hati, aku sebenarnya tak mau.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify; text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Aku
takut. Aku takut dengan cobaan. Aku takut dengan rintangan yang kelak
menghadang. Aku takut dengan segala sakit dan perih yang pasti akan kurasa. Aku
takut dengan apa yang mungkin terjadi di depan sana. Lagipula aku merasa nyaman
di sini. Aku merasa bahagia meski hidupku dibatasi oleh ruangan 3x3 meter
persegi. Aku merasa tak butuh sesuatu yang baru di hidupku.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Mungkin
ini yang terbaik untukku. Mungkin ini yang seharusnya aku jalani.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Hidupku,
memang di sini.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Senja
berganti menjadi malam. Cahaya bulan menembus pintu kaca itu. Cantik, juga
indah. Kuintip dunia luar. Sepasang
kekasih tengah berjalan-jalan menikmati malam. Sejenak si lelaki memeluk
pasangannya erat. Mereka saling berpandangan. Dan entah siapa yang memulai,
mereka berciuman.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Aku
tersenyum kecil. Kulangkahkan kaki ke tempat tidur. Kurebahkan tubuhku lalu
memejam. Aku berdoa, supaya aku bisa tertidur dan bermimpi. Karena aku hanya
bisa bermimpi. Tanpa pernah tahu, apa itu hidup.</span></span>athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-70385064600609966002013-11-06T12:58:00.002+07:002014-03-15T10:48:08.399+07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span>
<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="lirik_line" id="line_1" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;">sentimental feeling in my heart growing bigger, stronger everyday</span><span class="lirik_line" id="line_1" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;">every single day, every single night</span><span class="lirik_line" id="line_1" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;">all of them mean more than words can say but.. </span><span class="lirik_line" id="line_1" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;"><br /></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="lirik_line" id="line_1" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;"><i>believe me as I believe in you..</i></span><span class="lirik_line" id="line_6" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;"><i>I would never run away from you</i></span><span class="lirik_line" id="line_7" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;"><i>I would never ever lie to you</i></span><span class="lirik_line" id="line_8" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;"><i>I would never run away from you</i></span><span class="lirik_line" id="line_9" style="display: block; font-size: small; line-height: 20px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center;"><i>I would never ever let you down</i></span></span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></span>athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-8498495512604811892013-11-06T12:02:00.001+07:002014-03-15T10:47:58.609+07:00Two Loves. <pre><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I dreamed I stood upon a little hill,
And at my feet there lay a ground, that seemed
Like a waste garden, flowering at its will
With buds and blossoms. There were pools that dreamed
Black and unruffled; there were white lilies
A few, and crocuses, and violets
Purple or pale, snake-like fritillaries
Scarce seen for the rank grass, and through green nets
Blue eyes of shy peryenche winked in the sun.
And there were curious flowers, before unknown,
Flowers that were stained with moonlight, or with shades
Of Nature's willful moods; and here a one
That had drunk in the transitory tone
Of one brief moment in a sunset; blades
Of grass that in an hundred springs had been
Slowly but exquisitely nurtured by the stars,
And watered with the scented dew long cupped
In lilies, that for rays of sun had seen
Only God's glory, for never a sunrise mars
The luminous air of Heaven. Beyond, abrupt,
A grey stone wall. o'ergrown with velvet moss
Uprose; and gazing I stood long, all mazed
To see a place so strange, so sweet, so fair.
And as I stood and marvelled, lo! across
The garden came a youth; one hand he raised
To shield him from the sun, his wind-tossed hair
Was twined with flowers, and in his hand he bore
A purple bunch of bursting grapes, his eyes
Were clear as crystal, naked all was he,
White as the snow on pathless mountains frore,
Red were his lips as red wine-spilith that dyes
A marble floor, his brow chalcedony.
And he came near me, with his lips uncurled
And kind, and caught my hand and kissed my mouth,
And gave me grapes to eat, and said, 'Sweet friend,
Come I will show thee shadows of the world
And images of life. See from the South
Comes the pale pageant that hath never an end.'
And lo! within the garden of my dream
I saw two walking on a shining plain
Of golden light. The one did joyous seem
And fair and blooming, and a sweet refrain
Came from his lips; he sang of pretty maids
And joyous love of comely girl and boy,
His eyes were bright, and 'mid the dancing blades
Of golden grass his feet did trip for joy;
And in his hand he held an ivory lute
With strings of gold that were as maidens' hair,
And sang with voice as tuneful as a flute,
And round his neck three chains of roses were.
But he that was his comrade walked aside;
He was full sad and sweet, and his large eyes
Were strange with wondrous brightness, staring wide
With gazing; and he sighed with many sighs
That moved me, and his cheeks were wan and white
Like pallid lilies, and his lips were red
Like poppies, and his hands he clenched tight,
And yet again unclenched, and his head
Was wreathed with moon-flowers pale as lips of death.
A purple robe he wore, o'erwrought in gold
With the device of a great snake, whose breath
Was fiery flame: which when I did behold
I fell a-weeping, and I cried, 'Sweet youth,
Tell me why, sad and sighing, thou dost rove
These pleasent realms? I pray thee speak me sooth
What is thy name?' He said, 'My name is Love.'
Then straight the first did turn himself to me
And cried, 'He lieth, for his name is Shame,
But I am Love, and I was wont to be
Alone in this fair garden, till he came
Unasked by night; I am true Love, I fill
The hearts of boy and girl with mutual flame.'
Then sighing, said the other, 'Have thy will,
I am the love that dare not speak its name.'</span></span></span></pre>
athavtahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13159401647131940072noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8515453243579496269.post-75145347626667298862013-10-30T13:00:00.003+07:002013-10-30T13:00:46.477+07:00Mungkin jika semua orang berkata tak ada manusia yang luput dari phobia, ketakutan akan sesuatu. Ada benarnya juga.<br />
Hukum kausalitas terkadang menjadi satu-satunya hal yang membuatku percaya.<br />
Percaya apa yang kutakuti - akan ada juga obatnya.<br />
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Malam itu tanggal 27 Oktober, ketika aku dan dia baru saja selesai mengikuti penutupan <i style="font-weight: bold;"><a href="http://www.twitter.com/sps_yogyakarta" target="_blank">Hari Bersastra Yogya</a>. </i>Karena hari makin larut, dan badan serasa hancur.. Akhirnya kami memutuskan mengakhiri hari itu tanpa melakukan rencana semula (jalan ke Tamansari, Alkid dan sekitarnya) karena melihat pula bahwa sepertinya langit Yogya malam itu sebentar lagi akan menangis..<br />
<br />
Jadilah kami meluncur menuju Nasi Goreng Padmanaba yang entah mengapa jadi favoritku.<br />
Setelah <i>tidak</i> menghabiskan satu porsi jomblo, eh jumbo nya.. Kami memutuskan pulang. Lelah mengobrol ke kanan ke kiri tanpa arah, 30 menit kemudian kami tiba di Kawasan Jalan Kaliurang.<br />
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Mampir sebentar ke Circle K untuk membeli persediaan <i>njagong</i> malam itu, kami pulang.<br />
Rintik - rintik mulai turun yang membuat si beat hitam yang kami tumpangi melaju lebih kencang.<br />
Sayangnya, kami terpaksa ditahan oleh hujan di perempatan Ringroad yang terkenal lamanya-_-<br />
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HUJAN MAKIN BESAR RINTIKNYA...<br />
Dan kami berhasil sampai rumah dengan Kuyub Basah.<br />
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Setibanya dirumah, kami segera bergegas masuk.<br />
Aku membuka pintu sedangkan ia segera masuk kamar untuk berganti baju.<br />
Baru saja akan kuhidupkan lampunya.. petir yang sangat keras (probably petir paling keras yang pernah kudengar) menyambar entah apa. Ia yang ada tepat di arah pukul 12ku segera berteriak, memanggil namaku, menyuruhku mendekat. Ia refleks memelukku.<br />
Dan aku hanya meringkuk begitu saja dalam pelukannya. Terasa begitu tenang, damai.<br />
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Lepas itu,<br />
Inilah obat yang Dia berikan padaku.<br />
Tiap petir datang, kupejamkan mataku. Kubayangkan ia ada disana, membentangkan lengannya dan memelukku erat.<br />
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